Trap in Lift, 1st time in my Life

*260412, Thurs.. Windy Night* 

Recently, my days had been packed with tasks, head-cracking one indeed. However, still lucky enough that able to go back home early as in at 7plus ba. 

And today, it's a VERY TRAGEDY DAY in my life. When my present SG roomie, jx and I about to go back and enter the lift, one palia colleague, Alfred keep cursing that we will be trapped in lift. 

Well, and so WE DID GOT TRAPPED!!! 

My roomie shouted when the lift stopped in sudden! 

At the moment, I'm just in silent and immediately call the displayed helpline number and the stupid number is definitely just for displayed! Looking outside, the guys colleagues were laughing and also giving us sign language to tell us what to do. Then, we pressed the emergency bell and so we tried to open the lift with our bare hands. 

Gratefully, we managed to open the first layer and there is another layer which needed to be open from outside. Thus, the guys tried hard to rescue us by trying to open the second layer from outside. In sudden, I saw there is a spring which is movable and seems to be the key lift controller. So, I move it and thanks to the guys who were non stop trying to open the lift and we were SAVED! 

It was an anxious moment, a TRAGEDY experience!!! 

Seriously and to be really frank, I do fear. Scared. However, I remained calm as need to figure way out as the lift have no aircon. All I had in mind is to figure how to get out.

Nevertheless, deep inside me, how I wish that I had someone who I cared/loved to be out there to save me out from such incident and once I'm out, someone is there to hug me tight and says, "Don't worry. Everything is alright. Everything is fine. You're safe and sound now, baby. I'm here to protect you..you always have me by ur side, being there for you,baby.." 

However, all these is just my illusion. 

Undeniable fact is that, my heart beats very very fast. Scare scare. Truly hope, there is a person for me to hug and I'm able to express my fear or might flow tears, maybe.. 

Too bad, I need to vanish such feelings as I'm on my own walking on life now. All such will never occur in my life again as I lost faith in love though I do believe that love do exist, somehow... 

No matter what, life have to go on. Just following how it flows~ 
And also hope that such tragedy will not happen Ever Again o~ scare scare de! [+.+] 

Love, 

Vinns

Happy 2012! VS is BACK! =]

~Lesson Learnt to face Future. Thanks for everything, Past. Past, you build who I am now. I'm READY!~

*020112, Monday.. Clear Night*

Brand New Year,2012. Well, a great year I had during 2011. Lots of happenings which craved memorable moments that I walked with everyone, anyone. No matter is happy or sad, indeed was a remarkable moment. Looking back, the recent exact 3 months ago, it was The End of one of my life chapter. Exactly 3 months.
However, it's Good & Glad. As I'm not a fool who allow you to fool, play & betray my love & trust. You're indeed a Absolute Fantastic Lover. Undeniable fact. However, deeply glad as its over among You & I as everything is d end when your heart belongs to others & you are the one making the initiative 1st. Magnificent! Every now & then, I will still think that you are so great to be able to ensure both side so DARN well. Fook sai lei!
"Tin Mong Fui Fui", God allow me to know the actual fact of reality reason of the Main Cause of its Off which acknowledge me that every kind of human also will behave such betrayal.

Believe it, that I'm Back. Back on track. Absolutely clear of my route ahead. No more wandering around and losing myself. Crystal clear of my goal. Those heartache & disappointment is all over, fullstop. No more mm xiee tuck, missing or what so ever rubbish. Thankful of how I am now and striving to be much better. I found myself back!^^
Living up all alone aint that bad. Walking path alone brings the another dimension of me,my thoughts. Really good.

2012, New Year Revolution
=>> To dive & drill towards something COMPLETELY DIFFERENT with what I have & how I am now by 31st Dec 2012. *Assuring there's a obvious difference in me*

Love,
Vinns

My Biggie Day, My Convocation^^

My lifetime beloved roomie+bestie

My great frens that walked journey with me

My PAP Family

Deeply Appreciate & Touched

*270911, tues.. sunny day*

Memorable day indeed as it’s ending of a chapter in my life and there is begins a New Chapter of Life.

Although I always wanted to study Law, its okay.. its just a unreachable dream..
NOW, I’m a BUSINESS GRADUATE o!!!

Study life is always remarkable moments no matter how tough it was. Those exams, presentations, meetings, projects and etc… were difficult yet a enjoyable process.

I bet everyone who step out from University will definitely missed the moment of struggling and indeed happiness with great ferns de!

PAP, which I grew together with throughout my uni life. There is where I met all my besties in life, new frens which are my eternity frens… Brought each other up when anyone of us was down, being there and never walked away!

Thanks for everything single thing and our moments shared together were MAGNIFICENT!!!!

To my lovely juniors, I’m glad we are one family and thanks for everything! Deeply appreciate it!

This convocation had another meaningful reason behind is that, is where everything started and ended.

Hmmm.. every second we walked on was indeed very meaningful……

I miss you…all of you!!!

Take good care, frens!! Keep in touch!!!

Love,

Vinns

New Path of Life

*230411, sat.. sunny day..*

Actually right now, I have lots of things are reaching my neck and yet, I suddenly thought of that I had blog which I poured out all my feelings and thoughts, sharing updates of me too.

Right now, Im indeed working in a not-so-bad job which undertakes a lot of patients, courages and commitment. It had been nearly a month, kicking off as a permanent employee. Well, working life is always complicated and never easy. Knowing all this ever since I step out to do my event during uni life, and its even more 'special' when Im in it now de.

Maybe as a freshie, walking path is not easy at ALL. When you're right at the bottom, you only need to strive harder and harder in order gain pride in future. Thats what Im reminding myself every single moment when Im puzzled with feelings and stress.

Thank god, social environment aint that bad as there's still humans around and not only have MONSTERsss who trying to take my life. As at now, enjoying the moments we had and shared and thats why I still here even though I was offered other company which I hope to join in so much. I declined it as I keen to like this present job an hope to explore and walk on further with achievement and success when time comes...

May things goes on smoothly and even there's obstacles, hope that there's still a window open for me to breath...

Love,

Vinns

Night at Genting

310809,mon..sunny day..whole day was lik kinda studying de..but nth much absorb to my brain.. aikz..that is so sad de! but jz had to try hard as having plan to go out tonight..at 1st, as planned, i will be going out wif frens to mps,seremban..well,where to go out unless there wo..So while studying, have sum great time playing wif my beloved baby sis,joey..superb notty o!!haha...

~cute+superb notty baby joey~

Bout 4sumthing, had a call from yinloo..walau! her suggestion to spend the moment tonight is to go genting immediately and come bak down after syok liow..walau~~ was damn suprised de..obviously cant make it as promised my frens earlier de and summore got finance paper on d next day wo, dah-la very tens de...so had rejcted it..not long later, calls and sum msg from her making me so like wana join her e....making me jelez and so on...so guess wad??i finally cant resist it de!! wad a dan loser,vinns! aikkzz..and i brought my finance notes to study on the way to genting at 7pm de...haha..

Reached genting bout 8 sumthing de,wad a racer man..yinloo can jz reached genting using 1 hour +++..wif camry 2.4 la..hehe...wow~~genting was damn cool and misty man!! freezing lik hell..and i had been sneezing non-stop o...haha..three of us; yoon,yinloo and i were like shivering o...haha...v took a long time to look for parking as that night was crowded wif cars and ppl de...so v follow ppl's bak to track for parking de..guess wad? haha..finally v found a couple de...so yoon stood at the place and v were like reversing the car o..haha..cz only one way de...so yeng o!! haha..

So then, v walked around and went to Mcd to have our dinner...while having our dinner, our eyes were like popping out wen those teenagers around, were dressing lik omg~~~ lik lala man!!!! cant take it de!! den dressing mix and match,makes me burst into laughter o...they dressin themselve lik rojak o~~ahahahhaha...bad me!! haaha..then, went to casino to spend our time de..haha~~ not a totally amazed as i had ben working there for 3 months plus a croupier..so now,jz enjoy being a customer de..haha..v were like searching everywhere for the smallest minimum bet and at last,v found 'tai sai'..hehe..maybe luck is not much in my hand,so lost bout 50++...next time, will try better luck o!! hahaha..i will b bak..hehe

~fantastic firework display~

Time nearly strike 12am, so v went outside to countdown for Malaysia 52nd Indpedence Day while find for weilee and karyan de..and i was so glad i'm at genting cz is d only place got firework display as i got to noe from my fren dt whole malaysia is not going to have firework display o~~ haha..and i cud tel dt, the firework was like damn nice!!!!!!! enjoying so much...at dt moment,my mind was like playing lotx of things...memories did flash bak bt jz a lil while,..d most important also hoping dt sumone will be here wif me...aikz...looking forward tht v willl hav that time in future... so after dat, took sum pics and went for a drink awhile to avoid traffic jam..kinda tired de...and worry bout finance de... den bout 1sumthing am, v begin our journey to seremban,...along the way, i was admiring the scenary of kl...one word: MARVELLOUS!...it was jz so great...how i wish at the moment, i cud hav my love ones beside me,enjoying such a romantic moment...aikz...jz thinking too much...

~enjoyable moments~

Anyway, i had a great celebration wif dis great frens!! was an amazing nite!!! Neva regret at all...hehe..so once i reached home,...had a great night sleep..a sweet one thou.. =)

Vinns

**ma nEw "dairy"...

today,210509..a cloudy day...spending my time relaxing on bed de...bt my mind neva hav d chance to rest at all de...sigh...cant really slep well recently de...too much problem occur de....though in personally or tasks de....sigh....cracking my head...aikz...so in sudden surfing here and there...i remembered sumthing bout blogspot de...so jz open a blog for me to release my sigh de....having alot things by my own...need to remain to be secrective...having no choice at times...jz need to do so in order to come out wif sumthing which is mayb unexpected, great, lousy...aikz...who noes....sumhow,sumwhere, i'm still able to struggle wif it..will be bak soon to bloggy...hehe..=)

Vinns