^nth seems important to anyone anymore...^

200709,mon..clear day...i'm tired...especially mentally condamn...hmm...recently many things happened..its just like roller coaster,speeding up and down...it just dun seems to end...
academic,i really need to put a damn great effort in it in order to survive..but at times, sumthing is just keep stopping me from me achieving it de...though i paused a lil while, i stil keep moving de...at times, i felt tired...but when i tink about wad i desire in d nenxt few years time, i just need to emerge to succeed!!! my good sec,wanling is keep reminding me to attend class..loving her so much de...haha..i also got a good laoshi,palia lim aiteing who gives me support de..hehe..thank you so much...i will work it out this sem!!!
personally,lik i say...i'm tired de...hmm...i dunno what to do anymore de....wen u're down, when i call u to try brighting up your mood,u say no need..continue your work.... but when i dun do anything, you say i'm not making any effort...sighhh...tell me...wad shud i do de...teach me...guide me....maybe recently u're tired cz not enuff sleep or wad...but i jz feel dt evrything dont seems to right now...jz everything............i jz cud not feel d sweetness and passion of you anymore...belief me,deep in my heart,...its tearing apart...bleeding silently....without your knowing......................

Vinns