its time to be bak on my own^^

130709,sun..clear day...finally i had a complete day rest after being bz and time being packed wif occasion and meetings de...within just a day,lot things happen de...i start doubting myself,am i on the right route de...hmm...matters and problems dt buried beneath my heart had been even voiced out...but you just tink it isnt a problem at all de...hmmm...
theres a gap...i dunno how to describe that gap de...d closeness and sweetness dt i cant feel it deeply already de..when i'm angry, u dun make much efforts to make me happy...izzit because we are toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo close or near...is everything bored now??? you start to know me more...understand me more....but i jz feel sumthing is missing...sorry for being so demandfull all this while...all myfault...i shud not hav been this way....am i too pick point on u?? hmmm...mayb this had causes u stress and felt being tight only wif me...it seems dt u dun lik it..........i noe i noe dt i seems counting on u toooo much de.....i noe its not right anymore...
from now onwards, i will be bak myself de....i dun wana burden you anymore...i dun wana u to tink dt i'm just making use of you...i'm not de..i will not demand anymore....i'm too selfish...rarely consider how u feel all dis while especially on pleasing my way..i'm wrong...i'm sorry...deeply sorry....i will set u free..as bird..do wadeva you want.....
i'm out of words...i try making efforts to make it colourful...but it seems dt hearts are not being attached properly..its not there anymore......just not anymore............ =[

Vinns